If I could have the opportunity to spend ten years of my life to become an expert in any subject or field, I would chose to become an expert in LGBTQI (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer, and Intersex) history up until current events. I would choose this because the LGBTQI community has helped me find myself and be comfortable with my sexuality. I found out that I was a lesbian almost a year ago and has never had such a shocking discovery in my life. If it was not for the support and readily available bountiful information on LGBTQI issues, I do not know how I would have been able to cope with my sexuality. Due to the plentiful information available to anyone in need of a helping hand I found many LGBTQI events in my area that I could attend. These different events helped me realize I was not alone and that I could finally accept myself for the person I am today. The LGBTQI community helped me in more ways than I can probably ever begin to realize. After everything the community has done for me it is only fair that I would give ten years of my life to learn a deeper understanding of the history of the community and to continue to help fight the hardships the community fights everyday.
I have a fairly good understanding of the LGBTQI communities history from my involvement in my minor of women's and gender studies, my involvement in RU Proud (Roosevelt LGBTQI Group), research papers, and basic involvement in different LGBTQI events. I still have a lot to learn and feel that even with ten years of studying the past and current events that surround the community I would still not be an expert in the field because it is forever changing and evolving. If I could have a solid understanding on how the LGBTQI community has developed over the past decades it would help me to further benefit my community in the process of becoming equal. The idea of one day seeing the LGBTQI community having equal rights as every other human being put onto this earth it would be the best moment in my lifetime because being gay is not a sickness, my sexuality is part of who I am.
Since I cannot in actuality have ten years of my life dedicated to my passion fully I have chosen the next best thing. I want to get my PhD in psychology with a minor in Women's and Gender Studies to help give back to the LGBTQI community. I want to work with LGBTQI identifying teens and young adults. I would also love to work with the children of LGBTQI parents. I feel by doing my part in helping these kids find themselves through something bigger than themselves they will be able to love themselves for who the are just like I saw this same realization over the past year.